you make me believe in love again

How could I have walked away from a love so big and expected that love would touch my life again any time soon?Because of all this, I’ve spent the last several years believing I was undeserving of love.

You made me feel that this was what I needed all this time… to fall in love.So I tore down my walls for you. Falling in love with you did not happen swiftly.

☠️This gripping tale by prolific horror novelist, Holly Riordan, will keep you on the edge of your seat!Sign up for the Thought Catalog Weekly and get the best stories from the week to your inbox every Friday.You may unsubscribe at any time. I had been in a relationship for way too long, and it was one that did not have a very ideal ending.I’m a stranger to these emotions. I was so afraid of having my heart damaged further, and why would I not be? In fact, I’ve started writing more poetry ever since we met, which had been a personal goal of mine. In fact, I’ve started writing more poetry ever since we met, which had been a personal goal of mine. It felt as if you were someone who would consume my entirety and I might not make it out alive. Give me a reason to wake up and look forward to each day, because right now, I don’t even know why I need to wake up anymore. Someone who wanted to take a residency in my heart, but with no assurance of staying. I’m still holding on to a little ray of hope that they might slip off your tongue someday, but even if they don’t, I know they’ll find their way to me eventually. The easiest conclusion to draw was that there’s something wrong with me, so I spent years thinking that must be it. If anything, it was terrifying. When you look at me, my heart races. My heart felt too heavy at the thought of someone entering my life again. When you smile at me, it beats even faster. Every cliché about romance came true when I was with him. We fell in love hard and fast. Dedicated to your stories and ideas. Thankfully, after putting a great deal of effort into personal growth, I’ve picked myself up out of that space and finally love Then I met you, and all of a sudden I believe in love again. And now, I am at my happiest because of you.I know there would be times that being with me will be a bit difficult. I’m going to be completely honest with you, I still have an irresolute heart. I crossed the line and took the risk. I’m glad you did. My last break up nearly drove me crazy.

I was the one who ended my last relationship—did I curse myself to live without love for the rest of my life? Or maybe, I feared myself. So I resisted. By subscribing, you agree to the terms of our You have been my state of euphoria after my long days of desolation. My heart felt too heavy at the thought of someone entering my life again. Please understand that I am still learning the ropes of being someone’s significant other again, of having faith in love again. The version of myself who is wholly, completely deserving of being told “I love you”.

All I ask from you is patience. I want us to be each other’s forever, no matter how overrated forever may be.I hope and pray that you will be the man who’ll wait for me at the altar as I walk down the aisle. I was repelling men with all that. Kissing him was electric. Dedicated to your stories and ideas. You made me want to throw my hesitance and be free-spirited in loving you. That’s what happens when you don’t hear the words “I love you” spoken to you for a long time. Make me believe that we could last a lifetime, because someone fucked up the meaning of “forever” for me. No one wants to be with someone so intense.Or maybe I’d exhausted my one chance at true love. I have so many things I wanted to look forward to with you by my side. I was too emotional, too needy, had too much baggage. You made me believe in love again, I know its not finished and sounds a bit incomlete its just that i wrote it off the top of my head cuz this girl i am maddly in love with wanted to know i felt, so i wrote this and gave it to her, i think i mite have made her cry, 2 points for me… Even though her gut warns her to stay home, a work assignment forces Ari to visit the island—and it’s even more dangerous than she ever could have imagined. Learn about us.Submit your writing to be published on Thought Catalog.I’ve been single for the better part of 10 years now, except for a few short-lived flings here and there. If anything, it was terrifying. I hope and pray that your hand will be the hand that I will hold through life’s ups and downs. Then I met you, and all of a sudden I believe in love again. Whenever I think of you, my thoughts come to me in a poetic sort of fashion. I carry all the doubts one ruined soul would have. Learn about us.Submit your writing to be published on Thought Catalog.Falling in love seemed all too foreign for me. By subscribing, you agree to the terms of our Please be patient while I slowly peel myself off with every doubt I have.

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